"They well could have. And I would not have emerged able to do anyone much
good after too much." Enjolras nods. "I suppose I simply feel as though I
ought have done more. Feelings." He shakes his head. "I suppose it COULD
have been amusing in a way. One of those 'well, this is something we
should have anticipated' sort of things. And perhaps not. I hate FEELING
weak I guess. But if it helps a bit..."
It's still a little hard but hey. He knows he's lucky for it. "Because
it's me." he repeats. "it IS good we've had the chance to, well, talk about
all of this a little more, isn't it, now? I do half suspect Combeferre's in
on some plot and has abandoned us for a while."